Final Showdown

I am faced with a difficult and somewhat terrifying situation. It is a remote possibility that my dysfunctional thyroid could explain alot of my mental health issues. What I don't understand is why this was never explored with more depth. Surely, if your thyroid doesn't look normal, then you would assume that it is not behaving normally. I have felt physically ill for about 3 years on and off and it has always been put down to stress or mental health, or, lack thereof. The hardest part is waiting for the answers and the what ifs? So I press on and bear the symptoms, try and find a comfortable place in my mind and await the inevitable. God give me strength.